April 24, 2010

• The Relapse

  The pain
  Returns

  This
  Never ending
  Cycle controls
  Where I
  Have no
  Control

  What is
  Multiple Sclerosis?

  It’s an abusive
  Relationship
  With your
  Own body

  No tears
  Not tonight

  They’ve been
  Too frequent
  As of late

  Too many
  Reasons

  I sit in
  This corner
  Watching
  The world

  Aching
  Aching
  For minuscule
  Comfort

  Human touch

  More than
  Meaningless
  Sex

  No more
  Empty
  Meaningless
  Sex

  The world
  Does
  As it
  Always does

  Spinning
  With
  Or without

  As I ache
  And watch
  And want

  As this
  Disease
  Has its way

  I want
  To scream
  To curse
  To drink
  To fuck

  Then sleep
  It all off
  In the arms
  Of someone
  Who gives
  A freaking
  Damn

  Why do the
  Liquor stores
  Close
  So early
  In this
  God forsaken
  Town??

  • 12:47 am
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